what happened to me?

I feel like I don't belong.

People care. Not these people.

Is it because I jumped in too fast?

What did I do wrong?

Please. Tell me.

the life of me.

*wakes up*

*grabs laptop off of [dirty] floor*

*ends up falling out of bed*

*decides to get up and get some food*

*mom sees me and makes me clean my room*

* eats food at walks upstairs [to room]*

*cleans half of room and gets distracted and goes on tumblr to talk to strangers*

the conversation goes something like this:

stranger: hi!
 me: hey, i don't know you •-•
stranger: ha ha, same here.
me: *thinks: i don't think that's funny but really types* LOL
stranger: :)
me: *panics* i..gotta go...clean my room.
*ends up cleaning room*
*gets dressed, which takes exactly 43 minutes.*
*goes downstairs and to the neighbors house for "school" *[my neighbors home school me]
*comes home at 4:15*
*does extra homework*
*runs 3 miles*
*goes to gymnastics*
*takes a shower*
*runs a 1/2 mile*
*freshens up and goes on laptop again*
*ends up falling asleep*
*wakes up at 7:15 in the morning and starts all over again*

i like running

Am I the only one that obsesses over running?

Running is a way of clearing my mind. 

Letting go of all my thoughs

Leaving them in my tracks.

I love running.

I suck at writing poems.

Blair

over•thinking

Sometimes. I think I think too much. I over think. A lot. I mean like way too much. I don't have anything better to do then think. Sometimes thinking is good. I over-think everything. Every waking moment.

I overthink every..

second

minute

hour 

year

day

week

month.

year.

via tumblr

x Blair

'Ello There!

Hiya! I am new to the blogging community.

I've always read blogs as a "ghost reader" I'd never comment or anything. Just read.
Now I have an account. I don't really know if I intend on following the blogs. I am content with being a "ghost" if that makes any sense.

Okay enough about that. I will introduce myself and tell you about me.

My name is Blair (Bl-air)
I was born in Canada, but now I live in the States.
I am home schooled.
I love galaxy things.

I like to collect sweaters.
I spend most of my time on tumblr reading things.
I'd do anything for a fortune cookie.
I could eat rice forever.
I love to read. Seriously. I am a book addict.
I have a cat named Harry.

I can never get perfect buns without using a gazillion bobby pins.

Well. That's its for now.
x Blair.